I feel lost lately. I don't really know why though. I'm kind of frustrated at having to deal with icky medical stuff so much, but I haven't even wanted to blog about that lately either. I just want to curl up into a ball and hide from the world. It's like, I don't want to do anything and so the things I end up doing, are just half-heardedly done....
I feel lost, and I don't feel 6, I feel.....like 60! Like I just don't have it in me to have fun, everything ends up feeling very blah. And even when I tell someone I want to play with them, I end up puttin' it off an sayin, tomorrow we'll do this or that....cause I just don't feel like it.
My zoomyness is....well zoomin somewhere without me....an I want it back....
~sighs~
I feel lost, and I don't feel 6, I feel.....like 60! Like I just don't have it in me to have fun, everything ends up feeling very blah. And even when I tell someone I want to play with them, I end up puttin' it off an sayin, tomorrow we'll do this or that....cause I just don't feel like it.
My zoomyness is....well zoomin somewhere without me....an I want it back....
~sighs~
